*sigh*
Do I have a right to be mad?
That for weeks we have planned to have a nice date to ourselves and now on a spur of the moment win it gets reschedualed for a football game? That this happens to be a special occasion that I was looking forward to because we haven't had much of a date in a while? That not only is it because we haven't been out in a while, but because this date happens to be the day that we got together 3 years ago?
Do I have a right to be hurt?
Hurt because no matter how much I try to be a good girlfriend and say all the nice romantic things, and deal with the fact that he's not much of a romantic it still comes out to much of nothing. Hurt because after 3 years of having the same man in my life, and being so important to me that I give up on little things that I wanted, so that he could be happy and yet I get pushed to the side? Hurt because no matter how much he says he wants to marry me and that I'm more important to him that he still pushes me and our plans off to do something he wants to do?
Hurt and Angry because I feel about as important as a teddy bear in a box in the attic right now.
But then again maybe I'm being unreasonable. Then again if the truth hurts, well it's not my problem.
You are NOT being unreasonable and you have every right in the world to be angry. That day holds so much special meaning and he knows that. It's a football game. There will be plenty more and it isn't as if he hasn't been to a million of them already! If I were in your shoes I wouldn't just be hurt, I would be outraged. And no it's not wrong for you to feel those emotions whatsoever. After 3 years you should come first. Always. Maybe he needs a taste of his own medicine.
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